half-way through radiation

I am about half way through radiation and just this morning began losing my hair. I don't think I could have been better prepared, but it is still distressing. :) I know it is temporary, but I wish we could fast-forward through the negative parts of the experience. I know that God is working even through the small stuff. The side effect which has caused more problems is the fatigue. I was so tired this past weekend, I wasn't able to even imagine having the energy to get up and go somewhere. I'm grateful for all your prayers--I was able to enjoy PWOC Tuesday and have had great spirits and higher energy this week.

Day 3

Today was day three of radiation. They only did one xray film and I was in and out in less than 10 minutes. Much nicer than before and no headache from laying on the plastic headrest for an extended time. I noticed this morning that I can see redness in one of the target areas on my head--it is where my hair is still growing in from the surgery, so it is easier to see than the other areas. I can imagine that it hurts, but I don't think it does, really. Every once in a while I feel a stinging sensation. It is difficult emotionally to 'submit' to therapy. The notion of lying myself down and allowing beams of radiation to be shot into my head seems counterlogical. I'm trying to adjust my thinking--I remind myself that my faith is in God and that this therapy can be life saving. That is all for now. I'm tired and want to take a nap--and I have the time and ability to do so! Whoo-hoo!!

Radiation Therapy Begins

Today was day one of at least 24 for my radiation. Not pleasant in any way, but certainly not unbearable. Wonderful, kind staff. My appointments will continue every weekday at 3pm. I expect to experience hair loss and skin irritation at the three target points. Fatigue, short term memory loss, and loss of appetite are other possible side effects. I am grateful that the blessings in my life outweigh any negatives. Having David and the kids to support me is wonderful, and God has showered me with family and friends. I am not joking when I say that I am living on hugs and prayers. Thank you all for continuing to hold me.

Weekly update

Still waiting to hear from the radiation oncologist. When I last checked, they had all they needed but were still designing the 'plan.' I'll call again today to ensure that there is no problem with the insurance or anything else I can affect. I'm thrilled with my new hair cut. I've not worn bangs for years--I can't guess how many, I'd have to do pictorial research! But I'm very comfortable with the cut. Thank you Susan. The photo to the right is of me with my friend, Trish, taken last week in Salado. I also visited my neurologist last week. Seemed a bit concerned about the amount of swelling visible on the MRI, and increased my Keprra. I think this was a good decision, though I'd been dreading anything that would affect my mental acuity. However it is a fair exchange to not suffer from seizures or the other symptoms caused by the brain tumor/swelling. I will be able to drive again December 26. Merry Christmas to me!!

Waiting Game

So far I've had all the tests needed to prepare for the radiation treatment, but that treatment has not yet begun. I figure this upcoming week will be full of 'appointments' of one type or another (mostly neurology and radiation), but I'm most excited about my hair appointment on Wednesday!

New News

Life changes so fast and God has a sense of humor! But you already know that, right? Since arriving home after brain surgery, I've been asked by friends and family to "keep us updated." This has proved more of a challenge than one would think! (Due in no small part to the side effects of anti-seizure meds that impair congitive ability.) So my trusty, underused blog provides me the opportunity to post one message and all the world can access as they like. I am still concerned about the self-focus here, but I am going to figure that anyone who visits is probably looking for this info and not having it forced upon them, so I'm not going to be overly concerned. Deal?

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